Sorrow

Sorrow.
What do you do when your heart's aching?
Some vent it out by being dipsomnia,
Some cry it out,
Some immerse in work...
Me?
I kept everything buried down under.
Throughly heartbroken,
I preferred to use the silent approach to deal with the sorrow.
Being quiet,
allows my heart to cry for me.
Tears,
the amount of the ocean,
I gulp them all down myself.
Behind the aloof and arrogant mask,
lay thousands and thousands of scars created from previous injuries.
I've to put up a brave front,
It's the only way to calm everyone down,
the only way to prevent further worries.
Insomnia.
It never occur to me that one day,
It would seek my companion.
Having less than two hours' sleep and often with constant disturbance each day,
How do one relief oneself from a heartache?