19th Feb 2006

Something happened earlier that had dampen my mood,I held back the disappointment that had by then,going to burst.What a let down!
There are people who are bless with everything while others jinx for calamity in some way or another.
If there are people out there who think that I am unworthy of your friendship,go ahead and be up front about it.I am not like most people who loved beguiler or hypocrite.I prefer straightforward personalities so don't even start curry favoring me...
One betrayal leads to another one,a cheetah would never change its spots.Choosing to save the bad memories under "pemanant data" at the back of head seems the most brillant move.It's quite loaded now.
I'll shun (no...i can't shun,it would make me look like a coward),I'd just abstain from these hypocrite who do not dare to be confrontational.I know it would make them ecstatic.
* Ten of Cups *
If I choose the right path,my heart will be at ease and I'll have inner peace and tranquility,love,safety,completion and important issues being looked after.Otherwise,I'd be frustrated.***
(Unless those people whom I thought were hypocrite but insisted that they were not,please make an effort to explain instead of keeping mum about it!)
I met MinLai after midnight,ate coco exotic cake together but we can't finish the cake.We chatted for awhile only but I really felt relieved(can't help feeling shiok-satisfied).I really appreciate these little gestures or effort to meet up even if its for minutes.