oNCE AGAIN!

STILL feeling lumpy since saturday...
I can still vividly remember that "betrayal" cause by my "ex-friends".
Followed by more and more betrayals....
Invitations to my celebration was never attended by them,
mobile updates was known as,"Pauline didn't update them",
birthday greetings came only from one person,
ignorance to my pleads became "they don't know about it",
my absence was always NOTHING to them(sometimes),
they were using hurting words on me but they claimed that i was the one doing it 1st,
they don't even felt sorry for wrongly accusing me,
they had me disbelieve in friendship ever since that betrayal but i was such an idiot to trust it yet and again,
whatever i did back then for them were all down the chute,
and lots more untold.
DID they ever think back on whether was I a person who is that BAD?
Guess not.
It must have been that I was always this BAD.
A round of applause for myself though,for being strong after so many ordeals.
I don't need any friends in my life to "kill me".
Yes.I am a loner but at least no one is around to spoilt my day.