Where?

**Top 10 things that i hoped my man possessed**
1.Respect my grandparents.
2.Gentleman/"si wen" (I like man who wears tops with collars)
3.Caring
4.Must be smart as in intelligent,
5.175cm and above in height,
6.Not obese,
7.Not too fair in skin tone(if not will look like gay),
8.Dote on me frequently
9.Giving in to me in sweet talks occasionally,
10.Plays at least one ball game(preferably basketball)

* I missed the feeling of love...
The feeling of enthusiasm in everything I do...
The feeling of someone loving me wholeheartedly...
The feeling of ... ...everything...
How do i relive it?
Why hasn't 'he' found me yet?

crestfallen whisperings...